It's hard to forgive yourself when you know it's all your fault.
When you should have been smart enough to know better.
When you could have done something but you didn't.

It's hard to sit and watch something terrible happen.
When the worst has taken place.
When you're already too late.

It's hard to look past a situation and pretend like everything is fine.
To feel helpless as an innocent creature slowly and painfully withers away.

It's hard to live in a world where anything and everything can go terribly wrong.
To live day by day in a complete state of ignorance.

It's hard.